Love

Day before the big day, only i am with no one so its just another day to me. Blah! i wish i did have someone but sometimes Im glad to be independent, the boomerang effect.

Past couple of weeks have been ok. One of my friends told me if I went to Circut City and applied for a job, I would get a job there. He is really good with the managers and stuff and would put a word in for me. And he told me which manager I should talk to. So I did. And he told me, he does have a huge massive pile of applications to go through so to give him time and he would get back to me. So yeah. If I get the job there, i will be very happy!

Over the course of the past month, 4 of my friends have given birth to kids. I think its very interesting how they all came up pregnant around the same time and had their babies around the same time, so I guess it wont be hard to know when everyone's birthday is. Then again, I could be wrong....

My birthday is in 5 weeks! Yay! I will be 21! HAHAHA! But I wont be drinking because the taste and smell of alcohol just makes me want to vomit..... so no big 21th birthday celebration. My mother wants to take me to a casino my dad works at to play the slots, and i wont do it because I can spend that money instead of loose it to a slot machine. She thinks Im nuts! i would love to get a digital camera for my birthday, she has the idea thats its a waste of money. So i told her, just give me money for my birthday and i'll be happy.

I missed Kira's this month and last month because I lacked a ride to and from there, but I am so going next month, if i have to drag my mother to the car and chouffier( did i spell that right?) me around! LOL, kind of a birthday present to me!

More shows Im in are coming up, and I'm trying to get money saved for a new costume, or hell, i'll make one myself. I made one already, I just havent worn it yet, havent been anywhere in the past couple of weeks.

I got my taxes figured out and I am not happy, lol, I get back a total of $21!!!!!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!! Enough said!

Well off to beddy-bye!

Love to all!

Jae Jae
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